waaaanttting.....is a good feeling. i forget that, the sweet sweet torture of not getting what you want forces the joy of it to the surface. and when i do get what i want it often already tastes slightly stale. even figuring out what i want is a trick i have not yet mastered.
and, i do feel slightly boxed in by my life, and mystified as to how it fills up so solidly.
why is flirting so fun? i think its something about the certainty and moment of shared intimacy, clear and wordless.
kalpesh began my unwinding process last night in class, the most key component being
S P A C E
and i am striving to grant myself (and those around me) this beautiful gift. a breath. a pause. a gap.
and experience the wanting without the having.
and, i do feel slightly boxed in by my life, and mystified as to how it fills up so solidly.
why is flirting so fun? i think its something about the certainty and moment of shared intimacy, clear and wordless.
kalpesh began my unwinding process last night in class, the most key component being
S P A C E
and i am striving to grant myself (and those around me) this beautiful gift. a breath. a pause. a gap.
and experience the wanting without the having.
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