tuesday night gersh came here to play a concert for the ulpan, and it was all i could do to keep from throwing him on the bed the second he arrived. it felt so good to be seen and loved again, to have that instant wordless understanding. and playing music together is so intense and erotic...
i feel torn in half.
i'm afraid though, of what i'm doing to sky and more what i'm doing to G. why does it feel so compelling and important to me to connect with him? it is deeply painful, this whole process.
Proust's Parlor Game
14 years ago
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Kassia! This is Samadhi (Michelle) from Twin Oaks 2001-2003. How are you? I love reading your blogs. What an interesting life you lead. Check out my myspace page at:
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Hope you are well!
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